the most bizarre of all dreams......

the feeling of the most dejected when you wake up. you remembered every detail of your dreams last night. that is not really funny. perhaps, this is one of the fears that i try very hard to cover in the innermost part of me. haiz...oh wells...oh wells....

oh wells, exams and mugging are bad for your health. it just makes you depress.

the story of my neighbour....

i guess i was too shock for words when i actually found out what was happening all these while. she is a really very nice lady with a very smart and obedient daughter. however, there was one part of the family that is always missing, popping up once in a while. for a long while i thought that the husband was so busy with his work that i seldom see him. now i really know why.

we have been neighbours for years. as a kid, i always thought about how come i never see this uncle of that family. but it never troubled me because somehow i still see him once in a very long long while. it is only until recently that i really observed about something. strolling after dinner with my parents is a everday habit. then, recently, this family of three i suppose also started to stroll after their dinner. but strange enough this uncle is never dressed in home clothes. always in his formal attire. every day after their stroll, he would just drive off. yea i felt strange. instead of heading back to home he just drive off. then for something that i never noticed, his car, for all these while was never a registered vehicle in this condo. then i think the pieces of the puzzle then started to form like a big picture. then after talking to my parents, i think i was the laggiest person ever on earth. but i do think that being ignorant is really a bliss.

and so, i guess many would have guessed correctly. yes this is that uncle's second unofficial family. i dun like the idea of calling my neighbour that term because she is really a very kind hearted woman. and definitely this explains why her daughter is such such an introvert. even when they visit sometimes, she just wouldn't speak up to even call my parents. i thought she was weird, but now i know why...

this kind of love, i will never understand. but this woman's life is forever tied down to this, being the unofficial one. but i guess her love for this guy is really deep to be able to give up her everything just for him. now everyday, after the stroll, i would see the mother and the daughter walking back, with the guy gone again. i feel the sympathy again for their eternal silenced suffering. however, is it a suffering for them? maybe not, maybe it is still a bliss. thats why they are still able to hold on until now....

second time in my life i really lose my temper.

its a grave grave mistake. why did i ever....

alright, an early Happy Father's Day to all father's out there :)

tonight was a special night i was. due to my sis-in-law hospital night call tomorrow night, which is like working from tomorrow 7am onwards up till monday 12 noon. yes thats night calls. poor doctors out there. so we had an early celebration of Father's Day. both family haha. so its my sis-in-law's family and my family together. it was a lively steam boat dinner. :)

when two Fathers come together, you have to beware. cos their alcohol capacity is big....haha....the more they eat, the more they drink and the more they talk. yep it was really nice...

anyway just to show off abit :) after dinner, i personally came up with a bit of surprise. heh.....

my very own chocolate fondue....to much delights, the folks love it :)



and also strawberry chocz :)



hehe...with abit of choya, the night's so great :)

Happy Fathers' Day once again!

if you people think that the previous entry is crap, which is almost i think, theres no harm in trying though. dark chocolates would not harm, or else just leave it to the myth busters then. heh :)...

all i can say holidays is ending soon. if you really call it a holiday. came across an article in Today earlier, obviously, some people out there are not really happy about studying their way through the holidays. so they wrote in to complain about lack of of family life, quality family bonding hours that is lost over studying and ultimately naming this june holidays, the 'mid term home study' break. quite true is it. at last someone is speaking the minds of the thousands out there. but judging on all the hypes before term break, if you push mid-years before term break, not only the students would go berserk, the teachers would be meeting their doomsday too. so lets not push it too hard alright. while there is an infinite supply of students out there, the supply of teachers are not meeting the excess demand. so lets not push for over shortage by piling up their workloads. after all, and once again, we are just beings under the starry night.

it is not easy trying to manage the stress of mid-years and the process of growing up. or is it that the workload that has gotten to me once again. hmm...many things to think about. last year this time, i was seventeen, gone through a rough time. although there were sweet moments like the tour, there were bitter moments to face as well. i certainly hope this year would not be a replica, although i still do see certain amount of repetitions again. certain things that happen are just so familiar....not very sure got hit by this song "I was only Seventeen"....hmmm

eating chocolates......

well do you need knowledge to eat them? oh yes....its a culture......

firstly, the best temperature to eat the chocolate is at around 19 degree celcius. So get ready a cup of ice water.

drink down some of the ice water, let the temperature of the ice water regulate the temperature of your mouth to around the optimum temperature which is as stated earlier 19 degree celcius. after this, kindly place the piece of chocolate into your mouth.

close your eyes, let the chocolate melt slowly in your mouth, you are tasting the richness of the primary flavour of the chocolate. enjoy the moment.

after which, slowly chew the piece of chocolate for around 5-10 times, to release the secondary flavour of the chocolate....

then push the remaining up to the upper jaws and let the remaining chocolate melt untirely in your mouth.....

what you have just experienced is the unforgettable rich aroma and sweetness of the

chocolate.......

p.s: this trial goes best with dark chocolate...it serves to err....release stress...hmmm......

is it really holidays?

dont think so. i think i spend most of my days practically at the same place, the same spot and maybe the same position all the while. yes, dont think it is really that much to talk about. except for the NS medical check-up which in a way freaked my mum out abit. yes i am a pes A. but dont think i will be so lucky to be chosen to be a commando right. i am not the only son, my brother had already completed NS, i am a pes A, eyesight wise yes a bit of problem lah. oh wait, did i ALMOST meet all the criteria to be chosen? alright, i better not receive that letter.....*cross fingers*....

anyway this world cup video is a total ownage. i just like it so much and i am sure many of you all have caught it somewhere on TV too and really have this feeling of hey i want to watch it again. the magical mixing between soccer, classical music and pop is just so so so impressive in this video. the fusion is wonderful i must say.



alright. enjoy.

OHHOHOHHOH!!!! its over!!!!!.....

alright, finished my last official concert for any official orgnisation that i am serving. its really a sweet one i think. its really an experience being the concert master for serious works like the famous tchaikovsky string serenade and the beethoven symphony no. 1. yep indeed Victoria Strings (our new name) is set on a journey for many more of this kind of concert to come. yea, not that other music is not good or what, but we have really grown up from the kiddie Corelli and other light evening music already. cant wait for the video to come too...oh gosh~~~

yep, its something that i will really miss. oh wells, think i will upload all the photos on shutterfly lor.... haha

oh yea....thanx to charmaine, keep snatching my camera to take pictures of herself.....another tyy alike....haiz.....k lah....and afzal also....so many of these species arnd...

Strings Concert


oh yea one picture that i really like....

concert day....

ahhh finally we made it through to this very much aniticipated day of the year i guess. the camp was, TRULY intensifying. if you understand what i mean lol. where everyday there are girls who break down in tears due to scoldings, frustration and all. even guys who hold their tears back suffer from build up stress which is simply fever. sounds terrifying huh... well it is a fact though. but no matter what we made it through though, building up the ensembleship in a very very good way. tonight you guys will know the difference, the progress we have made :)

anyway, the ferrari red shirt with our black jacket whoo... sounds great huh. yep it will be our concert attire. no kidding, it is really FERRARI RED. very very red indeed. but it goes very well with the jacket though. another thing to watcg out tonight. and yea....

my cufflinks :)



okok, off to prepare myself for tonight :)