yes finally it is term end again....savouring the moments when i can breathe normally at least. the feelings is much more better as compared to few weeks ago. the feeling of being so messed up the past 2 weeks of the term was erm not that great after all. having all sorts of tutorials flying across the table. Teachers going crazy about completing their OH-SO-HOLY syllabus, there isnt a very nice moment where you can stop to unwire yourself. yes you can think of the terible frustration of trying to unwire a messed up ball of metal wires and trying all your efforts to untangle them then straightening them. yes thats the feeling.

at least there is some reward at term end. the nice cool weather these few days which makes your sleep much more enjoyable. the temporary break from all the work so that you can breathe in the fresh air after the rain, listen to the birds chirping. yes in chinese that is called niao yu hua xiang hee...but its really true. try to appreaciate your surroundings after the rain, you will know what im talking about.

oh yes, for once you end this season with a high. yes few entries earlier, Liverpool won the FA CUP...hail!!.....then now VJ soccer guys got back the trophy that we so unexpectedly lost it last year. yes the EPL feeling practically filled up the Jalan Besar Stadium. The astro turf, the high and crazy Victorian crowd, you just somehow feel that you are in the FA CUP finals or the champions league last seasons where you see Liverpool work out miracles one after another. yes in some similar comparison, VJ Soccer did work out a big miracle this year to clinch the title this year. The crazy first goal was a lob that left the MJ goalkeeper rooted to the ground after it so unseemingly ended up into the net. that was the equaliser that spurred us on. then we saw the all mighty MJ number 35 who practically cut through the whole VJ defence himself to score the winning goal that lasted only up till the last 4 minutes in the game. yes VJ miracles worked out in the last four minute. a whopping 3 goals in the last four minutes. that is what got us crazy. me included. i remember hugging wei loong and terry after the winning goal was scored. it was totally ecstatic. that is when i really feel for the first time, i felt more for Singapore soccer.

at least it was a high that ended the term. watched Da vinci code after, it is a nice film, with all the puzzle solving skills involved but for one thing, the story about Jesus and Mary Magdelene was a total ridicule. rubbish. yes its just a film so dont take the content too seriously. then it was the band concert. starting to pack up for the strings camp. 3 days 2 nights. the concert then im done :) yes hold on committee it is just a few more days of work...

ahh...saw many funny things online lately. have a few comments i want to make but i think it is best kept it to myself. oh wells, nothing much i can do too, so whats the comments for. but really at times i really hope i do have the right to act bullish, but whenever i am on the edge, i was pulled back because i am reminded im not someone who matters too anyway. so yea dont stir up trouble. that is a better plan right....so i choose to avoid. maybe this is the best solution.

alright, thats quite a mouthful, time for some little work...untl then take care everyone...after all, we are just beings under the starry night.

"My heart broke when I saw the woman I love turning away from me to walk down the aisle with another man, another man she planned to spend the rest of her life with. "

read it from somewhere. i dun think it is only heart break that is able to says it all. its not that simple i think. but other than heart break is there some word that can describe the state of mind or the state of emotion that is even more devastating than these 2 words. oh my.... i dunno....there are many things that i am reminded of, many things that i am afraid of, many things that simply put me off....when can i ever stop thinking man....until today theres someone who pointed out to me that i actually have white hairs. its not in the genes that i should have white hairs at such early age. so it must be something else. consequence of thinking too much. oh wells...dunno why this sentence just struck me so deep. maybe i am too afraid...yep....

-lost-

whoo....busy busy busy.....

kk heres the cover page for the program booklet.....



kk...back to work now....

all right.....thanx guys for all the comments and tips and insights into DESIGNING....i never know so much before hee....

so heres the final edited version



haiz....really feel the pain of not having namecard again....just did a gig just now....and people are all asking for it....in the end all i can do is to smile and trade telephone numbers again... so not professional....haiz....

all right....just came up with the design for the A5 size poster.

so here goes....

GIRLS AND GUYS PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT FOR THE STRING ENSEMBLE CONCERT!

some publicity..... :)



so if u want to rip it off from my site....just do so .... :) hee

oh....hey hey....

anyways first and foremost ....

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there...thanks for all that you have done for us.... :)

hee....yep celebrated mother's last night with my sister-in-law's family....erm maybe you all cant see the link between me and them....but yea....i am there anyway....hee....

hee...yea nothing to do there so me and my bro at his in-law's house....haha



hee parents coming back from their trip later at 1:20am. think gonna skip school tomorrow....and yea one more thing....

hail to LIVERPOOL!!! the FA CUP!!!!

all right went to watch Aqua Marine yesterday.... hmm dont ask me why.... watched it with the girls in my class together with Joel....okok practically the theatre is just the five of us there.... no more, no less....yea....but frankly speaking it isnt a really bad film. put aside the criteria of solid story line, good movie budget, or mega hollywood stars in the cast, they practically have none of them....but i think it is a warm reflection of how things work now adays, save for the mermaid part, i think most of it reflects bit of us in some parts of our life, yea it touches the bottom of your heart somehow.....oh wells.....they say, after all it is a ROMANTIC....CHEESY....CHICK FLICK......

yep, afternoon went walking arnd abit....the we saw the lead actress, Chang Jin, from Da Chang Jin at suntec!!! :) and isabel took a photo with her u know.....we were really THAT close......





























yea....we were really that close .... -_-"

hey hey!!!! :)

WHEEEEEE!!!!! hehe.... yep i PASSED napfa with a SILVER!!!!!!!.....AHHHHHHHHHH........

kk keep cool yea zhong yu......oh wells its really great yea... i clocked 11:26 for 2.4 running....yep record time for me :)....hee

anyway yea its been a journey from where i start till now..... and really thanx to the girls who cheered so much for me when i ran....its one of the reasons why i got to 11:26....13 seconds faster than the trial run :)

and of course S64 guys who has been supporting me too hee... and yea a very big thank you to Mr Gi too.....haha

so yea no extra BMT training...and all which is a super relieve.....now i kinda understand what is really Live for the moment.

understand the process of achieving a goal when u set it properly and really work towards it....oh man....

anyway all these comes at a price too....now ive got a injured knee cap....cant really straighten my knees...ouch...but yea who cares.... :) the joy is overwhelming...

oh maybe its bcos of the current excited state...my body temperature is running high too...but yea who cares too....

okok so i better rest b4 i die infront of the comp....till then everybody take care.... love every single one of you out there...

S64 especially :)...