yes, so many have happened lately. it is certainly not smooth sailing ... days can get depressing and things can get out of hand for no apparent reasons. when no explanation can be given, you really doubt the ability of rationale thinking, and you doubt your existence here. yes abstract as it can be (again), but certainly there are things that had happened that set me thinking. family, school work, and life. when problems arise......

yes i dont really know who to turn to now. And for the first time, i have to say, i really need someone by my side.....

oh...did i mention...i really have a great balance of friends around me. there is joel and yong bin who serves to always make me think far and beyond. think things that are not me. yes USA is not me, haha, and of course Europe defines me better :). so yea, you guys, dont let your USA dreams get to the better of me....heh....and then there is always Chin Chong who is there to bring me down to earth, and to live life to contention. that is the simplicity that we ought to sought after. after all, living simple is just enough.

heh....anyway think got to do some uploading of pictures....hee....pictures from my V3X :)....


photo frenzy girls



and them again....

then it is my birthday, the very USA peeps surrounding the very European one....



and some artistic shadow shots of 64 guys....hmmm....



and also the very photo frenzy me too.....bleaghh....

haiz,.... of all things to witness in VJ, i got to see uncle mayo in action. want to do, also dont close cubicle door, damn it....freaking disgusting....

anyway its been only busy lately....reall busy....and prelims just at the doorstep. arghh....anyway also the class planning the bangkok trip end of this year, and actual plannings are really kicking in, so looking forward to it ..... as tricia says,"i just want to be in bangkok now...!" hell yea, schools been too bothering or boring....maybe there is point of time when we look forward to army life...heh...oh wells......

kk got quite a lot of stuff for this years bday, gonna have a fun time using them :) whee....

3 mths, 6 mths, a year, then 2, then 3, and so on.

is there any purpose in counting your days?

stupid buggers....

heyz....waited for tricia to upload the pics and she finally did.....

anyway out of all i did in VS for 4 years, i actually went down to support kayaking that afternoon. if you get what i mean, this is really an achievement.

anywayz, out of all the stresses, this is the cheecky shots that we manage to get from the very stressed out class i think... hehe



yep...... :)

theres always a need to make decisions in life. yes or no. yes simply that. that is always the two conclusions to most issues you handle. but sometimes, you can always work out for the course, to make the yes to become a no, or to make a no become a yes. however, sometimes situation just get quite sticky, you dont really know whether it is a yes, yes. or is it a no, no. yea thats probably how irritating it is.

anyway, sometimes i do think that the outcome for the future is always certain. certain things always end up in a certain way no matter what is going to happen. some it is still the same, either a 'yes' situation or a 'no' situation. last night, my mum somehow asked me this question. somehow she reads my mind, and somehow i was also shocked to hear the question being asked. and well all i can say is that i really dont know what will happen if the scenario is true, and what she asked is really going to happen. i got a big jolt on the right side of the chest and i really feel terrible. maybe the feeling will be worse when it happen, and maybe things will go on smoothly, go the way i want it and i can avoid this patch in the future. yea.

so no matter what happens, there can only be two conclusion i guess. one is really cruel while the other seems sweet. the sweet one i really hope it does happen, but the cruel one, if it will be really going to happen, then there is nothing i can do to stop it. but somehow , i think i still got to face it anyway. but there is an option out there. it is really up to me really. do something drastic and hopefully that even when the so called cruel situation crash in, it would least affect in a way then. i guess i ought to continue seek for the answer, and do proper planning. cause things cannot just carry on like this. somehow i do think i mean it this time....