finally, i found the momentum from within to type an entry.

schools arent that bad, but something is just missing. my view of the school changed alot. i dunno why. right now, i am at a loss of everything, loss of myself, loss of thoughts and loss of speech. everyday it is just school work, school work, school work and even more school work. there is nothing more to look forward to. like talking to someone on the phone when i want to...it really sucks to be in a world of my own again.

something which is better. hmm is it really better? i took up Maths S. there is no reason why i took it except to just believe it is all arranged by God. i never want to take it. but that day after lesson, just a few words, really i mean a few, with Mr Wong and there i am in the programme. i dunno, i just prayed along that things will turn up fine eventually.

that week past real quickly. then i remembered, the song that Uncle John wrote for singer A-mei. yep uncle john is a friend of mine. maybe some of you all have heard the song from the radio, some have not. but because of courtesy i din download the song to listen to it. but hey, i listen to him sang 'live' k. yep "She's Gone" ... its the song that he wrote. perfect setting for everything that is happening now. geez....

many reliving of the past this past week, but i smiled at them, because it is really nice happy memories. oh wells, hope all is well for you over there...

"I'll be loving you..."