hmm...i had this impulse to just explode. cant take it anymore, cos i feel that it is killing me anyway. hmm am i talking any sense again ?

kk back to me, anyway looking at the calender, i got a real shock. hols ending real soon. 2 things that i dread the most is for school to start. the next is ... well i shant talk about it here. anyways, yea i certainly do hope that it will never end, but again is it too evil to just wander your life away this way. yep look towards the future, dream big and do big. im sure things will get better and views will get clearer because the sky is always there for you, and Lord will be looking upon you.

yep. theres alot of other meaningful things to think about yea... :)