finished "The five people you meet in heaven" by mitch albom.

finished 3-D trigo online lecture.

finished studying computing theory.

all in a day. but how come there is so much time? i wonder. but somethings i must know. because some things have changed and it never will be the same as it was when it started the previous christmas. my feelings just stoned, sealed. i wouldnt want anything for now. i wouldnt want anything for christmas anymore. because what i hoped and prayed for never came, so whats the point then? i place my faith in God and the rest i just follow and hope to see the final piece of the jigsaw puzzle to be placed neatly for me.

yep. Growing up sucks and i wish i'd be like the little boy next door, jumping and hoping around, smiling from the heart...