yes, so many have happened lately. it is certainly not smooth sailing ... days can get depressing and things can get out of hand for no apparent reasons. when no explanation can be given, you really doubt the ability of rationale thinking, and you doubt your existence here. yes abstract as it can be (again), but certainly there are things that had happened that set me thinking. family, school work, and life. when problems arise......

yes i dont really know who to turn to now. And for the first time, i have to say, i really need someone by my side.....