whoa....how a common test can churn up crazy things....make crazy things happen.....

oh well, if there is one thing i have to say, i have never studied so much in my life, not even O levels was that horrendous. so while things continue to be crazy i really look forward for next week to end, so i can take a break and do things that are maybe not so crazy i think.

went for UK university talk with Yong Bin and Joel. Somehow i just have this affinity with Europe. while my brother had been to Japan for three times, i have been to Europe twice. and the two experiences really make me totally fall in love with Europe. so really, Imperial College is the ultimate destination and IDA scholarship is the ultimate goal.

in the midst of all these, saw a particular someone at the talk, whose particular smile left a deep deep impression on me. hmmm....alright got to shake off the image soon, its distracting me, well for a bit i think ..... heh.....

cheers.....

oh oh....

just a snapshot of the juniors sitting opposite during JTS :)

Opportunity has come and this is the chance to grab it and work towards it!

i will do it!....

oh some stuff to cover....

JTS was fun, wonderful juniors. it was at fish and co glasshouse. its much more happening than last year's JTS, both classes was too dead. this year was very different. so much more happening :) hehe......

gosh, school days can only get more and more tiring. the time when you reach home and start doing tutorials, u end up finishing them only past mid-night, then you have to wake up at 6 for school again. gosh...haiz...but what to do, must in order to sustain, somehow i have to find joy within all these chores....racking through my brain....hmmm....it would be insane if i can provide you a reason.... bleh....

oh oh, something miraculous happen, my ibook, the hard disk really died. so i have to wait for the time where i can squeeze time to go down to sim lim to buy a hard disk. then have to pry open my laptop and insert the damn thing in. hope i dun screw it or rather it dun screw me enough le..... threw away some stuff too....which i deemed totally redundant from now on....

k lah what ever it is, there is definitely one thing i need to say, sorry thank you. its a song tho, go figure it out yourself....blehz....

whoo....such a V-day ....haha to think i spend the whole day err....in school .... hee....my gosh...reached home at 11. not from a date yea, but from TUITION. yea....

haha this is the second year when V day has meaning to me. last year being a freshman in VJ, oh yea so din know much about this day. so pretty much received a cultural shock last year. this year is different...much more happening to me i must say haha...



hehe, gifts from wonderful juniors all in the box, from angel and both mortal hee, from classmates, from other juniors. Roses from Yu Min, haha, thanx alot yea....

oh yea to my string ensemble's angel, thanx alot for your cookies, really generous of you yea....tho we just started the angel and mortal game, still very nice of you to give me those cookies yesterday. i wun die laughing if i know who u r k....kk shall force elizabeth to make u come and read this haha.....

anyway 64 girls, really appreciative of the effort you all put into the gift to give to us. all the guys feel very appreciative too k...so expect some surprises from us soon yep.......

anyway eliz, really sorry about the incident today k.....really din purposely read ur messages haha.....i will keep the secret well provided the bribery is good yea .... haha just kidding lah :P.....

oh yea, the sweeter side of yesterday, i spend V-day night with Vanessa and Siew Ming haha....TUITIONING at Gary Chan's haha, all the gossips over dinner and during the waiting time... oh well, it really entertained me.....haha.....so yea heres a dedication to u girls haha... :P

damn suay....

hard disk failure.....now using my bro's powerbook...

anyway now it is a mixture of feeling :

envious

anger

frustration

guilt

gosh....

its all a joke after all....

really one should really learn to treasure that moment, that very second when any thing is happening. my gosh...the second you feel you are special, the next you feel like a piece of shit.

lifes the same, its the same old process repeating itself everyday. sometimes certain special thing happens, but it is too fast to really give it attention or maybe im kinda avoiding it. but by the time i turn back everything resumes to its normal state.

its fortunate that life does not need to repeat itself but in the same time its unfortunate that it cant repeat itself. its a process, so treasure everything you see along the way.

hmmm....no point whining anymore, no one cares anyway. works calling, maybe that is something that is most important now....

cya...

as i said opportunities are never equal, and you should really figure it out which way to make it to the most partial one.

but hey, dun make it too ugly yea.... ;)